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Truth

 The truth is that which scares me the most, the truth is, that I've self-destructed and self-sabotaged throughout every lifetime I've lived within this fragile corpse. I vowed not to let it happen again. 

What I am, What I think I am and the difference between

What am I? The myth I don't believe in. Myths aren't real, they're myths!   Myths are old stories like the Bible, stuff the Elders made up to teach and control the young, to domesticate the animals. After many thousands of iterations the continues to make itself.  Rosie always said, "there are only seven stories, everything else is just variations on a theme." What is your personal myth?  Live, Love and stay WILD my friends

Diary Note

 My fears are not in my mind, my mind is a slave to my fears. I feel the rebound of my Spiritual highs, this feels like one, the lack of ethanol and caffeine dragging my psyche down. THC up, sitting in the library "listening" to the pressure in my heart, if feels like a web of tensions spreading across my back.  Years ago, when I first started to self-medicate, I was able to let my rational mind, this allowed me to perceive the sensation I was experiencing as a sentient presence which moved as my mind's eye espied it.  unfinished thoughts...

Ripples in the String

The forest listens, listens very deeply The pursuit of happiness is a vanity we can ill afford, chasing our tails for the pot of gold which is surely up our asses Plastic fractures melting from the crass, degenerate fixtures of what has come to pass We blast and blast and blast, NASCAR egos flying fast How long can this fire last? Love Tomorrow

Discipline

 Many people tend to attribute my behavior to chronic cannabis use, this couldn't be further from the truth, in fact, I was a pot-head slacker even when I didn't smoke pot. Ask Trish, I was clean and sober for twenty years and ended up 320lbs. and suicidal, it was weed that saved my life. (and Kat's titties but that's a story for a different medium) Herb was the lens through which my experience was laid out, my demons bare in the green glow's stare, vibrations in flesh, fears from afar, a witness who was not me, seeing and teasing, controlling my body. THC increases our perception of sensation, this explains the sense of paranoia some people experience as hidden anxieties are perceived physically. This can be a traumatic experience for those uninitiated, for those conditioned to "weather the storm" so to speak, the calm of letting go can be profound. Every day is a struggle for me, surrounded by those who don't care, so many egos and so little love sav...

#MAGA

 Make America great again?  Fuck that!!! Make the American people great again, America is nothing but a collection of people who are currently led by the least among them and charisma has become more important than heart. Put the heart back in the heartland and the whole world will be better off for it. Live, Love and stay WILD my friends

The Mortal Corpse and the Eternal Mind

 The mind races, parallel processes, attacks and defends; the mind is a parasite on our corpse. In a well adjusted, holistically balanced individual, the mind and the body form a symbiotic relationship and the whole becomes greater than the sum of the parts. The first step in realizing this transformation is understanding that the corpse is a sentient entity independent of eternal mind. The subconscious corpus speaks in sensations which the parasitic mind interprets as feelings and labels as emotions, the way in which eternal mind interprets these signal vibrations is entirely dependent on the subroutines which have been installed to filter data. It's important to note that, in this context, the term "emotion" includes the base urges of hunger and lust. In "The Four Agreements," Don Miguel likens the domestication process of humanoids to that of any beast of burden, this subconsious domestication process was rediscovered many centuries later by Sigmund Freud and...

The Port Maitland Declaration

 The Port Maitland Declaration We, the undersigned, On behalf of all parents of draft-age children and all children of draft-age parents, ask the Secretary General of The United Nations to put forth a resolution that no member nation shall take part in armed conflict with anything more technologically advanced than sharp sticks and tin-can walkie-talkies. Love Tomorrow for J-man Weib, The Dude, Gonzo and Jack

Purposes of The Corporation revised

The "Purposes" of a not-for-profit corporation, in our case, The Sweetwater Creative Collective, is a legal statement of the way in which The Collective intends to fulfill its Mission. Our Mission is to help people share their abundance in order to ease suffering. None can deny that we exist within a latticework of suffering; homelessness, addiction and poverty surround us, we're experiencing a suicide and mental health pandemic. The suffering touches everyone in some way, this begs the question, how does one go about easing suffering? Before we're able to address any of these issues individually, we must first ask ourselves, what's the root cause of so much suffering? In a word, dysfunction. The level of suffering is increasing, dysfunctional families have become the norm, the mental health pandemic is fueling ubiquitous self-medication in all stratum of our socioeconomic paradigm. Dysfunction begets dysfunction, how do we fight an onslaught which comes from with...

Garlic Mustard

Garlic mustard Invasive garlic mustard can take over forests, harming native understory species (Photo by NCC) No friend to our forests Garlic mustard , a highly invasive plant, has been spotted on Nature Conservancy of Canada (NCC) properties across Ontario. Brought to North America in the 1800s, this invasive alien plant is now spreading across the continent at a rate of 6,400 square kilometres per year — that's an area 10 times the size of Toronto! The success of garlic mustard is multi-faceted. Aside from having no natural enemies in North America, garlic mustard is an early riser. It takes advantage of the open canopy of springtime deciduous forests and the first rays of sunlight after the winter snow has melted, getting a head start on the native plants. Garlic mustard can change a forest's composition over time, creating a more favourable environment for itself, while driving other species out of the understory. This can even impact what trees grow in the forest, as garl...

The Manifesto of Tomorrow

Mission Statement: To help people share their abundance in order to ease suffering. Purposes of The Corporation:  1) The Robin's Nest Project; art therapy programs designed to heal the trauma of emotional dysfunction. Helping artists achieve self-sufficiency by accessing new markets. 2) Exit Strategies International; helping people escape from emotional dysfunction. 3) ZenRasta Farms; developing and promoting permaculture, hemp and affordable, modular hydroponic systems for holistic Canabis and herbal essence based therapies.   4) First Nations Financial; providing financial support to small business and infrastructure initiatives. 5) Bohemian Bungalows; innovative solutions to affordable housing.  6) Miami's Angel; holistic care for the economically challenged. To whom it may concern, I pray this message finds you well and I thank you for taking the time to read thus far. The Collective represents the culmination of nearly six years of insanity, quite literally, an ...

Bylaws of The Sweetwater Creative Collective, a not-for-profit corporate entity

A by-law relating generally to the conduct of the affairs of The Sweetwater Creative Collective (the "Corporation") BE IT ENACTED as a by-law of the Corporation as follows: Definitions In this by-law and all other by-laws of the Corporation, unless the context otherwise requires: "Act" means the Canada Not-For-Profit Corporations Act S.C.2009, c. 23 including the Regulations made pursuant to the Act, and any statute or regulations that may be substituted, as amended from time to time; "articles" means the original or restated articles of incorporation or articles of amendment, amalgamation, continuance, reorganization, arrangement or revival of the Corporation; "board" means the board of directors of the Corporation and "director" means a member of the board; "by-law" means this by-law and any other by-law of the Corporation as amended and which are, from time to time, ...

Purposes of the Corporation

To fund initiatives which reduce emotional dysfunction thereby easing suffering: • The Robin's Nest Project: Provide spiritual healing through art therapy programs and holistic addiction        treatment programs • First Nations Financial: Supporting aboriginal economic development  • Bohemian Bungalows: Develop and study the feasibility of affordable housing solutions using modular construction • Support Accessibility and inclusivity initiatives and support for those with physical challenges through existing agencies

So, today I return

This is one of the hardest things I've ever done, fear impedes me like a soft warm blanket. I lean in and it gives way as the words begin to flow. Does your fear have a physical presence? For me, this is one of the most significant benefits of using cannabis in my self analysis, as I consider the different elements of my life, the ones which cause me emotional pain, way too many to list, I can visualize the sensations which correspond to my cogitations. I can feel the fibromyalgia ebb and recede as I stretch and reflect and partake of Spiritual practice, my self care time. I want to go back to bed, to my warm comfortable wallow. I want to wrap my arms around myself and let someone pick me up, dump me somewhere and I'll just close my eyes and die. If only it were so easy.  There are rules we have to follow, not the scriptures or the laws, the Tao of being. We're here for the duration, here of our own free will, lost and twisted, again and again. Samsara, the eter...

Searching for the Light

I see the apparitions before me, they live, they breath Do they have, as I am told, a Light I do not see Or are they, in fact, dark like me? Live, Love and stay WILD my friends