I punch the clock and swim against the current towards the door.
Stop at my desk and sit again, the pressure of the air holding me at my computer.
Breath.
Check the traffic, check the mail, check the news, leg bouncing.
Must leave.
Sigh, climb up and say goodbyes.
Drive home, sit in traffic, listen to the radio, think... about... nothing.
Skin tightens, pulls chest in, tightens guts.
Quick breath, sigh, open door, "Hey kiddo, how was school?".
Wander about, eat dinner, do a little of this, a little of that,
Back to the kitchen, open the cupboard, yes, I hear you.
One more handful.
Loop around a little later, hold me please, make me whole.
A nibble of this then a nibble of that but always one more handful.
Though I hate Kraft Dinner, the crackers, white cheddar...
Salty shadow lover, monkey on my back.
Mistress of pure evil.
Stop at my desk and sit again, the pressure of the air holding me at my computer.
Breath.
Check the traffic, check the mail, check the news, leg bouncing.
Must leave.
Sigh, climb up and say goodbyes.
Drive home, sit in traffic, listen to the radio, think... about... nothing.
Skin tightens, pulls chest in, tightens guts.
Quick breath, sigh, open door, "Hey kiddo, how was school?".
Wander about, eat dinner, do a little of this, a little of that,
Back to the kitchen, open the cupboard, yes, I hear you.
One more handful.
Loop around a little later, hold me please, make me whole.
A nibble of this then a nibble of that but always one more handful.
Though I hate Kraft Dinner, the crackers, white cheddar...
Salty shadow lover, monkey on my back.
Mistress of pure evil.
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