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200 words

Step one, write two hundred words
It’s easy when you’re pissed off.

Furious, angry, enraged, engulfed

Is this word association?

Ignored, obtuse, hurt ( that just came out, leave it. It’s there for a reason.)

Slowly calming looking for words

Perspective shame how many now?

I stepped back I listened it did no good

Amazing how intelligent the kid is. Maybe I should listen to him more.

Is it time to realize the truth? Is it time to hide in solitaire?

How amazingly ironic, lonely broken hiding scared

Solace in the solitaire.

Pathetic. And not even half way there.

Do it, do it don’t give up the hill is steeper than it seemed
But think of Theodore and the bet he won with 50 words.

It’s easy to write two hundred if they don’t make sense just random words without context.

So here we go for one more try.

Humbled (really, is that what you think?) Pissed, I think I made that clear already.

Realizing , yes I miss this place, can I find it again without the rage?

Forgiveness, am I giving or asking? Without the will there is no way no matter which way it should be going.

Resist the urge to check the words, you’re on a roll so don’t give up just let it flow don’t interrupt.

Random thought of juice and gin, add aspartame, eww what a sin.

I should call the boy to say goodnight, be sure he knows I’m sorry I ran.

Calmer now, it really worked, perspective and progress

Maybe not an answer but at least it’s a start.
Good night and thanks.

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