Mystic flux

Many months of frustration and delay Finally a little progress made At least enough to take it live At least it's better than nothing. Like every other obstacle in the geeks kingdom This one seems insurmountable It may be just a little virtual button But now it's become my bane Some colourful pixels that work some voodoo magic And the gods of geekdom laugh At this ignorant knowitall

Silver twinkies where they don't belong Creamy filing coming on strong The scene, the feeling just seems so wrong Surely we won't stand this pressure for long Humans and snack foods, a big hungry throng Pressing together, pressing the frenzy along Please tell me where in this mess do I belong?

The start of new day Full of hope and promise Hope and promise? Who starts the day with hope? What promise does this day offer? The oppressive weight of being? Or the opportunity to escape? Escape is easy, if only an illusion, it's the journey to a new reality which is tough. Does he know there is a new reality awaiting him? Or will it take him thirty years to see? And what strength will he have to fight? It's my job to show him how to find his way. To let him know that he IS ok. Normal is a relative word it's meaning stretched to their limits Is anyone normal today? He has the power, he has the smarts He needs direction and self awareness I need to push but just enough I need to follow through so he can see He's strong enough to lead but when the time comes He needs to be humble enough to be followed. Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone

If you want an example of just what is wrong with my head Here it is and why it causes me sich dread To support and surprise was the inteded action But dates were mixed up in life's unending distraction The chance come and gone, no other to follow So now  i shall suffer with  regret and much sorrow

Am I back to writing fifty words about fifty words? Wow, I am such a talented turd Maybe I'll write about sadness again Cry for the ONE who has caused me my pain A long desert road that goes on for miles With nothing to cheer me but my lunatic smiles I reached out to touch the burning red fire I felt in my heart that it was true desire A time to love and claim what

Sitting by the lake, crickets chirping a cheery song. The moon, near full, casts a soft glow amongst the pines and the jeweled black sky above our little clearing sparkles with ancient stars. We've paddled in by moon again, the joyous end to an easy day. And now we've settled to our respective words, he consumes and I produce. I sit and wonder if the other folks, the ones with which we share this lake, have any clue the peace they shake? Natures world is settled now, the creatures move with barely a sound. Some hunt and others gather but none of them yell or roar with laughter. I know it's my preference to get away and this is not the best place to stay. The motors roar right through the night and my tranquil thoughts abate in flight. I've broken down to rhyming trite to make a point that's sadly right. I know I'd feel the other way if I had a cottage at which to stay. A boat to ski would be such joy for one who'll be a teenage boy. I guess I...

Did I wake today? I rose with a start A black satin sheet draped across my heart Too many wonders, Frail heart torn assunder Echos of laughter mock the silence Breaking  tranquility like sadistic violence