The circle must remain broken Past mistakes shall go unspoken Toward my future, headlong I fly Without the ones I thought would try To dream, design, to build and share The joy and sweat of this affair Now I sit and ponder fate Afraid, unsure I hesitate My words have left such bitter taste In ones whose trust my dream was based A fault of mind, a trait unchecked Half my life did not detect Now all my chips are in the pot I soon shall know what is my lot I soon shall know if some forgive I soon shall know if dreams will live Without a rudder, steered my course Drifting 'round with little force Around safe harbor I would stay The greatest sailor I'd portray In circles bobbed upon little swells Telling all my epic tales The dawn now touches dark horizon Through gloom I see rough seas anon Fear grips me like a vice I breath and pray I will suffice I know alone there is no hope I've built a gallows, hung the rope I must begin to start again To