Mystic flux

Many months of frustration and delay Finally a little progress made At least enough to take it live At least it's better than nothing. Like every other obstacle in the geeks kingdom This one seems insurmountable It may be just a little virtual button But now it's become my bane Some colourful pixels that work some voodoo magic And the gods of geekdom laugh At this ignorant knowitall

Silver twinkies where they don't belong Creamy filing coming on strong The scene, the feeling just seems so wrong Surely we won't stand this pressure for long Humans and snack foods, a big hungry throng Pressing together, pressing the frenzy along Please tell me where in this mess do I belong?

The start of new day Full of hope and promise Hope and promise? Who starts the day with hope? What promise does this day offer? The oppressive weight of being? Or the opportunity to escape? Escape is easy, if only an illusion, it's the journey to a new reality which is tough. Does he know there is a new reality awaiting him? Or will it take him thirty years to see? And what strength will he have to fight? It's my job to show him how to find his way. To let him know that he IS ok. Normal is a relative word it's meaning stretched to their limits Is anyone normal today? He has the power, he has the smarts He needs direction and self awareness I need to push but just enough I need to follow through so he can see He's strong enough to lead but when the time comes He needs to be humble enough to be followed. Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone

If you want an example of just what is wrong with my head Here it is and why it causes me sich dread To support and surprise was the inteded action But dates were mixed up in life's unending distraction The chance come and gone, no other to follow So now  i shall suffer with  regret and much sorrow